It's so hilarious when u see a photo, post-proposal, and the guy's got the "I don't know what I'm getting myself into" look while the girl's flashing her ring with a great big smile. Absolutely hilarious. People need to have a reality check on their lives before tying themselves down to that one person.
I for one, am overly skeptical on getting married. So what if he can afford to put a ring on my finger? Can we sustain independently without living under either of our parents' roofs?
To me, its always important to have financial stability. Being a true-blue singaporean, i worry about how much $$ i have in my bank before i decide to get married. I know it's not ALWAYS about money, but I'm being practical here.
And then comes love. Haha. Money before love, My idea of marriage is so warped, i know. Are you ready to see that face, every day for the rest of your life? And if you're in a crap relationship with an emotionally unstable person, are you ready to handle all his/her (usually its her) crap for the rest of ur life?
Just think about it. I know it's selfish, but if you can't handle it, let the person go. 'cos there will be someone out there, for this emotionally unstable person.
In other words, dont just get married because you've been with someone for almost forever and it's just the next most logical step to get married.

Whatever it is, i know i'm blessed. Blessed with happiness, security and most importantly, Love.
But STILL, the wedding ring can wait.

I am just utterly shocked at how people view their jobs/lives as the toughest, most difficult thing in the world. If you're always going to think that what you're doing is tough/tedious/ a chore, then it will always be that way.
Entering into NIE i was excited about being a student again. I was honestly starting to feel a little burnt out at work, emotionally and physically, and NIE was a good break. I wasn't sure what to expect and there were nights were I was up all night finishing up assignments, but I have to say, I enjoyed every moment of it. But not as much as i enjoy baking or chilling or eating, but i still enjoyed it nonetheless.
I feel we should enjoy every moment we spend at each juncture of our lives, be it at work or in school. 'cos no matter how tough it is, it might not be as tough as what you're going to face tomorrow.
So savour the moment, enojoy your time as a student/working adult and stop comparing it to someone else's life 'cos you never know what's happening in their's.
But i guess that's just human nature.


On a separate note, my body clock is so screwed up that its almost beyond help. "I sleep all day and party all night" (hur hur hur). More like party in my bed 'cos i can't freakin' get to sleep. So if you need company at 4.30am in the morning, you know who to look for.
Peace.
Out.

For some reason:
I cant trust a pisces, no matter how much they trust me
I cant lie to a leo, they always know when I am lying
I cant stop talking to a virgo, they're just so...radical (wannabe)
I find the presence of an aries very comforting
I find that sagittarians have a natural sense of humour
And cancerians...sigh, they're just a breed of their own.

I wish i can give u a hug and tell you that everything is going to be okay.
You will get out of this rut, nothing is permanent and things will change, for the better.