I wish you an excellent 21st filled with heaps and heaps of great memories. Your b'day party was beautiful and i hope you have an excellent time in HK. Love you loads.
Monday, February 25, 2008
Thursday, February 21, 2008
hello elloo.
everything has been fine cept for a certain annoyin person who decided to shine through with her classic doings. i think we've all had enough of tolerating her drama and fickle-mindedness on who to be friends with. i'm glad she's found her friends. or at least she thinks she has.
1. cousins have ALL flown back. ALL of them.
2. TEO XIAO XUAN, my dog is not CRAZY. he barks, just like you rant. so give him a break.
3. despite all that he has done, i still think Edison Chen is hot. and even hotter while admitting to his mistakes.
"If anything should happen, i guess i wish you well.
A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell."
Monday, February 11, 2008
On the other hand, girls who can't let their guard down at all, disgust me. it's like what Lucas Scott in one tree hill said,
"if you're always looking for reasons to not be with somebody, then you will find them.
But at some point, maybe you should let go and give your heart what it deserves."
and if you're going to constantly have a fixed opinion of men, based on ONE man or a couple of horrible men who have been in your life, then obviously YOU need to go get a life.
i realise that fathers play a huge role in the way their daughters view men. it takes an excellent father to prove to their daughter that there are good and bad men out there BUT you dont necessarily need one, romantically, in your life. i guess even among friends, we will always have different opinions on men though we may not voice it out. ultimately, it is the family that you grow up with and the men in your family that set whatever impression that you will have about men, for your entire life.
So please, loosen up.
"if you're always looking for reasons to not be with somebody, then you will find them.
But at some point, maybe you should let go and give your heart what it deserves."
and if you're going to constantly have a fixed opinion of men, based on ONE man or a couple of horrible men who have been in your life, then obviously YOU need to go get a life.
i realise that fathers play a huge role in the way their daughters view men. it takes an excellent father to prove to their daughter that there are good and bad men out there BUT you dont necessarily need one, romantically, in your life. i guess even among friends, we will always have different opinions on men though we may not voice it out. ultimately, it is the family that you grow up with and the men in your family that set whatever impression that you will have about men, for your entire life.
So please, loosen up.
Thursday, February 07, 2008
you know, i don't know.
we're just 8 days away from it, and i can't help but to have john mayer's "love song for no one" playing over and over in my playlist. don't get me wrong, i'm not sore about not having someone to love, 'cos honestly, i can't complain with the way life has been for me.
The whole revelation of L-O-V-E has become so warped and distasteful that it has pretty much left a bitter taste in my mouth. Maybe i should not be blaming LOVE per se, instead i should blame myself for,
NOT TRUSTING PEOPLE ENOUGH.
When i think about it, i think it's actually a blessing in disguise. So what if i've lost chances in being in a r/ship just 'cos i couldnt trust someone enough? There're soo many (sadly) girls out there who give their hearts away a wee bit too easily. yes i've had "i was young and dumb" crushes when i was 18. I didn't bother getting to know any of these crushes personally, except for ONE, which i totally, utterly regret doing because that @#$hole made up a whole story of me crying buckets of tears over the fact that he had too many OTHER commitments in life to be with me. it bothered me for a nanosecond at tht point in time, that he was spreading the rumour like wildfire, but when i sat down and thought about it, the ones who truly know me would know that i never, NEVER cry over an @#$hole. i have too much pride and ego to do that. so.. yes, 3 years down the road i'm able to talk about this with no freaking emotion, besides ANGER. what an @#$hole. ok, BREATHE. and i'm so sorry Pri, Fa and Sha for making you guys go through that as well. at least we have sth to look back and laugh about. Hehe.
what truly shapes my experience of loving someone would be something I and a certain 'friend' thought we had for 4 freaking yrs. It's the same 'friend' whom i recently blogged about and supposedly severed ties with. (refer to entry dated december 6, 2007)
This 'friend' brought my guard down and taught me what love was all about, in more ways than one. He unknowingly taught me how to treasure my family so, so much more. He was an excellent friend, without a doubt, but he was a whack lover or at least not good enough for me (the ego has landed). And i'm glad i found that out way before i got myself into anything.
SO, really, i thank God for always showing me the TRUE colours of prospective bfs way before i got into anything. I thank my parents for bringing me up with that whole load of ego and pride. And, my brothers for treating me like another brother and toughening me up, emotionally.
Here's to 21 more years of singlehood and not a single moment of regret 'cos honestly, i CAN wait to fall in love.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
we're just 8 days away from it, and i can't help but to have john mayer's "love song for no one" playing over and over in my playlist. don't get me wrong, i'm not sore about not having someone to love, 'cos honestly, i can't complain with the way life has been for me.
The whole revelation of L-O-V-E has become so warped and distasteful that it has pretty much left a bitter taste in my mouth. Maybe i should not be blaming LOVE per se, instead i should blame myself for,
NOT TRUSTING PEOPLE ENOUGH.
When i think about it, i think it's actually a blessing in disguise. So what if i've lost chances in being in a r/ship just 'cos i couldnt trust someone enough? There're soo many (sadly) girls out there who give their hearts away a wee bit too easily. yes i've had "i was young and dumb" crushes when i was 18. I didn't bother getting to know any of these crushes personally, except for ONE, which i totally, utterly regret doing because that @#$hole made up a whole story of me crying buckets of tears over the fact that he had too many OTHER commitments in life to be with me. it bothered me for a nanosecond at tht point in time, that he was spreading the rumour like wildfire, but when i sat down and thought about it, the ones who truly know me would know that i never, NEVER cry over an @#$hole. i have too much pride and ego to do that. so.. yes, 3 years down the road i'm able to talk about this with no freaking emotion, besides ANGER. what an @#$hole. ok, BREATHE. and i'm so sorry Pri, Fa and Sha for making you guys go through that as well. at least we have sth to look back and laugh about. Hehe.
what truly shapes my experience of loving someone would be something I and a certain 'friend' thought we had for 4 freaking yrs. It's the same 'friend' whom i recently blogged about and supposedly severed ties with. (refer to entry dated december 6, 2007)
This 'friend' brought my guard down and taught me what love was all about, in more ways than one. He unknowingly taught me how to treasure my family so, so much more. He was an excellent friend, without a doubt, but he was a whack lover or at least not good enough for me (the ego has landed). And i'm glad i found that out way before i got myself into anything.
SO, really, i thank God for always showing me the TRUE colours of prospective bfs way before i got into anything. I thank my parents for bringing me up with that whole load of ego and pride. And, my brothers for treating me like another brother and toughening me up, emotionally.
Here's to 21 more years of singlehood and not a single moment of regret 'cos honestly, i CAN wait to fall in love.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
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