rev :
ive been feelin unwell since duno when,like 2 mths back but never went to check it out. so might as well do it today. get it over with.

Aquarian:
uh oh .. prolonged illnesses can only mean 2 things
one is that u probably are juz havin an illness which u never thought much of and just tried to tahan .. and i'll not mention the other ..

rev:
yes n the fear of THE other reason is precisely why i havent gone to see the doc.

Aquarian:
...
wad is the 'other' reason ur thinking abt?


rev :
deat..h


Aquarian:
.....
u living in narnia or wad?

rev :
hhahaha




Aquarians never cease to amuse me =)

My moments of nostalgia.








This was taken in between 2 A level papers.
Poor kitty got squeezed to death.




There is only ONE reason for the huge smiles on our faces: We sneaked back to class during PE to have breakfast.
Oh and take note of the duty roster on the right.
Oi Fariz (the creator of the Duty Roster. what were you called again? the class environment head?) you are such a MEAN but CUCKOO person.
MEAN for allocating the duty of CLEARING THE DUSTBIN ON FRIDAY to me and
CUCKOO for not realising that fridays were the only days aunty would come into class to clear the dustbins.
Na-nee poo-poo~
and F.Y.I pri and sha, you guys were given the duty of ARRANGING THE TABLES AND CHAIRS on fridays as well. who the $%^* cared if the tables and chairs were arranged?! come to think of it, if you did allocate us those duties knowing of the above circumstances then you must be quite a sweet friend, Fa. but... NAaaaaaaaahh.

I recently read an article on how people, particularly women( who are attached/married), tend to behave differently when they're with the other half and when they're alone. and i cant help but to agree with all my heart with everything stated in the article. I for one, have never been attached but boy do i have friends who are. And it is a constant wonder to me on the immense, drastic, irritating change that miraculously occurs when the other half joins the crowd. why, oh why do women do that? If there is even a slightest bit of change in me when my future other half is around, im NOT gonna be with him. hello friends, you got to help me out here, in the future. Thank you.
and the other thing is how women can move from man to man within week/s of a break-up. Its soo sad to see women like that 'cos it just proves that they can't live without a man by their side. how they get the men is yet another issue.
pathetic, pitiful.
i have to admit that the past few months have been difficult. emotionally, mentally and physically draining. I felt soo many things which i have never felt, health-wise and emotionally. days where i woke up wondering how i made it through the night and nights when i go to sleep praying that i see a new day. i dont mean to sound morbid but honestly world, this is what i've been feeling.
the kids' graduation on the last day of school was such a bittersweet event. The kid whom i found the toughest to handle surprised me. She gripped my hand with all her might just before she went to receive her certificate on stage from my principal and told me that i could keep her certificate after she got off stage. =)
again, i am ever grateful for the people in my life who have always been there for me. i love every single one of you like hell. especially my baby Coby =)
oh and i'm on HOLIDAYS! =)


So if you have a minute why dont we go,
Talk about it somewhere only we know.

This table has taken a turn for the worse.
Rock bottom and over the edge,
well it's not like it hurts that much anyway.

Dogs; they are the most amazing animals. I've made up my mind that I will get a Golden retriever or a Russian Kuvasz when i grow up. Not going against my beagle, Coby, but you know having a big-ger dog is a whole new experience.

(Kuvasz on the left, Golden on the right)

I know, soo many people are sick of "apologize" by Timbaland (feat. one republic) heck, even i WAS sick of it, till someone dropped me a sms asking me to go listen to it, so i gave it another chance. When you put yourself in someone else's shoe while listening to it, the song somehow has a whole new meaning to it, and FUNNILY, it manages to send a shiver down my spine whenever i listen to it.

I'm holding on your rope, Got me ten feet off the ground.

I'm really grateful for my parents, friends who have supported me and understood whenever i gave them curt replies thru msn/sms the past few days. To my Hod and Principal who had soo much faith in me, THANK YOU.
Every single step was a learning experience and i really want to thank God, most importantly for being there for me through it ALL. It was such a stressful period for everyone but he helped me pull through it with sooo much ease.
It's not exactly over, 'cos there are more reports to report 'bout the case conferences but i know it will all be fine=)
And just when i was reflecting, i got reminded of Radiohead's lyrics that flashed in my head many, many times while i was doing my A's last yr,

"ambition makes you look pretty ugly."

1st November, 5 pm, im gonna be a happy, happy woman. =)
feel free to send in your congratulatory smses/ phonecalls.