Saturday, June 24, 2006

Boo! alrighty, i've had prob the most tiring holiday week i've ever had in my entire life because of the inclusion of a DOG into my household.
yes, i have a dog. he's a small, one month old beagle (just think snoopy and multiply the cute factor) who seems to have a dynamite stuck up his *** cos he jus cant stop moving. he's bitten my favourite slipper into shreds n i have enough bite marks and scratches to last me a lifetime. but despite all tht irritating habits he's just an incredibly intelligent dog.
he has a fetish for my toes cos he licks mine the most. maybe they're just dirty.
he has an incredibly bad habit of sittin right beside my feet...too close tht i might end up stepping on him one day.
he hates my singing, cos he starts biting me whenever i sing. or maybe he jus doesnt like me being in a good mood.
he has the sweetest, gorgeous brown eyes i've EVER seen. n when u scold him, he looks at you with those beautiful brown eyes u just wanna hug him.
it's NOT easy disciplining him, cos the more you tell him not to do something the more he'd do it. n right now he's on a biting spree, cos he's teething.
n i've never seen myself raising my voice soo many times in a day.
(my apologies gracie when u called me last night, i was jus recovering from a panic attack caused by the naughty doggy)
oh by the way, he's name's Koby.

n i could imagine him singin this to me:

Yeah, so what you gonna do

With all this stuff piling up, filling up and taking up

You misunderstand me

All I wanted was some evidence

That you really like me (You really like me)

Hey, show some love, you aint so tough

Come fill my little world right up, right up

Someday you're going to realise (I want you)

To fill my little world right up, right up, right up.


n i wanna wish my heartthrob Jon Jonsson a very happy belated bday =). haha

Sunday, June 18, 2006

i'm contemplatin on whether to sound all ditzy and dumb "blondey" (im as black-haired as black can get) OR incredibly snobby. cos according to someone who has known me ALL my life a.k.a my brother, i can take on both roles, like an expert. see, im beginnin to sound all prissy already.
in actual fact, i wld like to think tht im somewhere in b/n. heh.
okay, so, back to the many sides of me,

ditzy, dumb "blonde" me thinks:
The surfeit of food has done me no good. Its bout time i started running again before everything starts getting out of shape. yes, EVERYTHING. Legs included.
Daniel Vosovic has been oh so wonderful to watch. (No, he's NOT a soccer player, he's a contestant in Project Runway.)

snobby me:
the men don't get it. well maybe they do sometimes, but usually they don't. (tt didnt sound so snob-like.haha, actually i forgot what i was gonna say here.)

the real me:
Mugging is the 'in' thing ppl! if u havent started doin it, start now alright?
Rit~! Aragorn! (Woops, think this shld go into the first category)
n how not to talk bout the world cup?? my heart is and always will be with Brazil.



So won't you go far Tell me you're a keeper
You're all about to lie down for your cause
But you don't pull my strings
Cause I'm a better man
Moving on to better things.

Uh oh, i love her because she moves in her own way,
Uh oh, she came to my show just to hear bout my day.

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

i was putting off blogging till i got pics frm sam.
but wth.
i shall just write bout wht's etched in my memory from sunday evening's event.
met up with the girls frm 2 st.Anne, tht wld b my secondary 2 class. for some, it's been bout a yr or so since i've seen them but for the rest it's been bout 3 yrs, which is a considerably long time.
so pre-event was kinda scary not knowin wht to expect and how ppl have changed over the yrs.
i mean if ppl can change so drastically in less than a month, how bout years??
but the minute i saw them, memories conjured and the past 'lost' 3 yrs disappeared.
it was pure bliss sittin wit the girls under the threatenin dark skies, in the open field, listenin to latin music, surrounded by food, sipping on water n different types of iced tea..haha.
i think each and everyone of the girls who turned up have made something out of themselves and i felt nothing but pride and respect for them.
and we continued till 9 ++, way after other ppl had packed up their picnic baskets, sittin under the pitch black sky, talkin bout who's where and doing wht, catching up on each other's lives, piercing the air with our laughter, gettin amazed by the major developments in ppl's lives and making plans to meet up soon..
i have to admit, i miss them loads. the company we shared, the yrs we spent in stc.
memorable, unforgettable.
let's just hope it doesnt take another 3 yrs till we see each other again.



For it's the laughter that we'll remember,
Whenever we remember the way we were,
The way we were.

Thursday, June 08, 2006

i just watched 'Meet Joe Black'. and if my dad hasnt watched it, im soo gonna make him watch it.
as much as it is a heart-wrenching love story, it also revolves around the r/ship of a father n a daughter. i noe most of you wld have prob watched it, considering tht it's been 8 years since it was released.
so far, i've only experienced two such movies which have made me fight back tears as i sat beside my dad and watched em.
the first being 'Father of the Bride', during the wedding ceremony when the father recalls the times he has spent with his daughter as a child all the way to her adult hood.
and the second movie would be 'Armageddon', when Bruce Willis talks to Liv Tyler thru the teleconference just before he dies.
for 'Meet Joe Black' it was two particular scenes, the first being the part when the father has his final dance with his daughter jus before he dies and the second scene when he tells his daughter this,
"Love is passion, love is obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels I say. Find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart."

i jus feel tht such scenes are soo personal, cos i can imagine my dad saying, doing and thinking the same things tht those movie-screen fathers were doing.
i don't say this as much as i shld, but i love my dad. so so so so much. and if Joe Black decides to come by and take him away, i'll prob ask Joe Black to **** off and take me instead...
oh by the way, i think Brad looked impeccable and acted the role of Joe Black really well in this movie. especially when he talks to the black lady in the hospital. he made me giggle like a school girl, in love.. oh wait.. i am a school girl. but i'll still ask him to **** off..

and lastly, if u happen to read this....
I miss you. like hell. and after the talk i had wit you today, i miss you even more.
im sorry if tht sounds wrong, but jus rmb tht tiny piece of foolscap paper tht u tore off n kept some place safe in your bag cos i really meant wht i so unabashedly wrote in it. *hugs*

Friday, June 02, 2006

i was feelin soo _____ that i was plannin to do the whole___________________ entry..but like i mentioned, it's just so incredibly _______ .. so i shall just let the lyrics to my current "heart-throb" song (i didnt noe tht chris sang this song durin the A.I. show till i heard the dj mention it on the radio) take centre stage.. for some reason i cant stop listenin to it.

Hello, let me introduce you to
The characters in the show
One says yes, one says no
Decide- which voice in your head you can keep alive

Even in madness I know you still believe
Paint me your canvas so i become
What you could never be.

I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire
Brand my soul and call me a liar
I dare you to tell me to walk through the fire
I dare you to tell me, I dare you to.

Hello, are you still chasing
The memories in shadows
Some stay young, some grow old
Come alive, there are thoughts unclear
You can never hide

anyway, is it lust or is it love? hahaha! i jus couldnt help squealing in joy when i saw the cover of the FHM mag at Kino. and all skinny could say was "you like him? you like himmm??"...LOL it's been more than a year since i set my eyes on him, which goes against ALL theory e.g. Fariz's "8-months" and Ritty's "you get sick of guys so quickly"
yes, this guy whom i've never seen or spoken to for real, has managed to tug at my heart strings.. Jon Jonsson. =)
as silly as it gets.