okie.. i've been starting to develop weird fetishes..oh wait, thts like sayin 'i very absolutely' cos fetishes r supposed to b abnormal....... right.
okay anyway back to my fetish number 1,cowboy hats.. if u catched the replay of the AMA on saturday im sure u wld have managed to catch Tim Mcgraw's performance and of course, his hat..which looked sth like this..

Notice the black leather belt thingy ard the hat.... gorgeous =)
n as haowie can see, i HAVENT gotten over my BSB fever....he conveniently decided to stop replyin my msgs aft i ended one saying "kevin!!".. thanks haowie..
and pri, u noe how we have been sayin "wht's becomin of this world?" well, i've got one tht is the epitome of tht line...i mean, seriously, what IS becomin of this world?..the Good collaboratin with the Evil?..sad.

This is not jus another lyric entry... read it carefully cos i think it has a whole damn lot of meaning.. especially for my darling girl friends who are currently attached..
This is frm a very single fren to very attached frens =)

If one day you discover him,
Broken down, he's lost everything,
No cars, no fancy clothes to make him who he's not,
The woman at his side is all that he has got,
Why do you ask him to move heaven and earth
To prove his love has worth?

If by chance all he had to give you,
Was three words wrapped around your finger,
Would that be deep enough at the end of every day?
And how will you ever know if a man is what he says?
Why do you ask him to move heaven and earth
To prove his love has worth?

Would he walk on water?
Would he run through fire?
Would he stand before you when it's down to the wire?
Would he give his life up to be all he can?
Is that, how you measure a man?
-measure of a man

i m in LOVE.. LOVE LOVE LOVE!!
i love BSB!!!!!
KEVIN!!!!!..

was at the concert wit ritty yest n it was jus totally incredible!!
when we first reached the indoor stadium n waitin for the show to start we were sniggerin at all the lameos who were cheerin for some unknown guy who was attemptin to do some breakdance thingy on stage for like a few minutes.. and all the mad ppl who were 'bsb'ing even before bsb appeared..
but when the lights went dark and the spotlights appeared on the 5 guys all we cld do was grab each others hand and SCREAM!!
after 9-10 yrs of droolin over kevin n listenin to their songs seein them there was like.. WHOA!! it was so damn freakin amazing!
every song, every dance step, every word everything was just perfect.. they put up such an excellent performance, they sang excellently well n kevin was just so hot!! always standin at the right positions on the stage..haha.
they've aged gracefully.. howie.D looks really good, Brian's cute, Aj is charmin, Nick is wellll....Nick, n KEVIN IS JUST AWESOME!!
i was tellin sha n haowie(note the SPELLING DIFFERENCE) bout how im soo sure bout the type of guy i want n all haowie cld say was "well, one may not behave like how they appear to be" oooh haowie jus HUSH k.. lemme long for Kevin. oozin wit manliness, n testosterone (um, yuck)..haha sha's fave word...
its the eyes, as always...the eyes!. haha..

if u dont like BSB u gotta b outta ur mind..so everybody, start LOVING BSB..cos they're one band tht isnt in this purely for fame..they're an amazing amazing band.. LOVE em!
wearin heels, standin for approx 3 hrs str n feelin excruciating pain on the day i ran my 2.4 k was worth it! cos BSB's worth it!! heh..
my secret (not so secret anymore eh?) fantasy aint gavin degraw singin "chariot" to me, its KEVIN playin the piano n singin "all i have to give".


p.s. yes i noe im 19 yr's old

p.p.s i NOE he's married and unattainable (even IF he's not married).

two weeks down, eight weeks to go. surprisingly i havent had to pull any all-nighters yet...YET.
i havent " switched off" totally durin a particular lesson either, like how i used to last yr..haha..maybe cos i feel a greater need to keep the one sittin on my left awake.haha!

i have been speakin to God, unknowingly...
"please make it rain today, cos i hv p.e."..
"please don't make it rain now, in the middle of assembly..."
"please prevent me from gettin distracted by the unusual sightin outside my class"

n i guess God aint that warmed up to me yet, cos Mr.Sun decided to shine bright as ever today, it started to pour durin assembly (wet hair) n the unusual sighting didnt leave my sight for almost half the lesson.
it's alright God, we still have time to get acquainted....

inside joke of the week:
*name has been modified to prevent embarrassment

*SHApified: "rev, im homosexual rite?


yes darling, not only r u a homo, you are a bromohomo.

THANK YOU!
everybody who wished me n made my 19th bday an extremely memorable one..
the dinner on the eve of my bday was extremely memorable, thanks to my two lovely frens who shared the last 6 hrs of me bein 18, with me.
even though i suffered the aftermath of havin extremely pink lips, it was jus a perfect evening =)
thank you for all the calls, messages n pressies!
it all meant alot to me, no matter how small or big the pressies were or short or long the messages n phone calls were.. =)
so i guess turnin 19 wasnt all tht painful..heh.

well. jus wanted to say sth tht's been on my mind..
Love is an easy word to use and say.
dont hesitate to use it when u feel strongly bout it.
but always rmb to use it only when u truly, truly mean it.
yep..
once again....thank you!!!!!

i've never not liked turnin a year older......until today.
the big 1 and 9 are approaching as quickly as i can say church.
doesnt look like my cold stare or the chilly weather is gonna make it freeze n stop in its tracks..
stayyyy awayyyy..
okay..im jus gettin a little emo n hormonal now.
i jus wanna stay 18 forever.
6 hrs more to make extremely good use of the most lovely age, 18.
thankfully im gonna b spendin tt 6 hrs with 2 AMAZING, AMAZING ppl.. =)

the first day of school started off with a huge BANG..... on my head.
i was stumped, dumbfounded n short of any freakin ideas on wht to write for my Gp essay CT. excellent way to start the school term by craftin the worst essay i've EVER written.
i've been thru two days of school ever since the new year has started. its too damn difficult to describe the amount of effort its takin me to recover frm the weekday blues. things around school are pretty much the same, the ppl, the atmosphere, the physics lab, the water coolers n of course, my home tutor.
the only things tht hv changed r prob my class' venue, the time-table (longer days...groannn), the extra heat beside me =) n of course, the over- populated school..its suffocating.
aren't we all glad tht the next holiday's comin up in.... (5 minus 2 equals 3)... 3 school days time? heh.

first n foremost, a very warm welcome to 2006.
after my mass 'happy new yr' sms sendin 10 hrs ago, i was overwhelmed by the replies tht i received.. most of which revolved ard my non-existent love life. am still gigglin to myself thinkin bout 'em.

am i livin' it right? <--why georgia, why?

there're many things tht im dreadin this year. but at the same time, there're LOADS of things to look forward to.
soo much uncertainty lies ahead of me/us. i've decided to come up wit proper resolutions.(i've nv made new yr resolutions by the way.heh.)

1) study my *** off
2) to love, unconditionally
3) to develop, spiritually. (i sense alot of raised eyebrows..but im ignorin 'em..heh)
4) (to be filled in when i think of something)


well thts bout it for now, for the first entry for the yr..
all the best in whtever u guys do.. n rmb,

'obstacles r God's way of tellin us tht we're better than tht.


chemistry.........here i come..