i took away the last entry on the spellin test results cos it jus didnt fit.heh. (refer to skinny's blogspot for our results)
Xmas was fantabulous.. gatherin of frens n family. i sure felt the love.
i cant believe im gona b 19 in less than 2 weeks time, its scary. before i noe it i'll b 49. argh!
18's such a not here nor there age.

"i'm gonna stay 18 forever,
so we can be like this forever.."

Children, listen up and listen well...
Life tends to throw the un-imaginable at the most unexpected times.
Life doesn't prepare you for what's being hurled your way.
A couple of things have been thrown my way these past few days.
I would like to say that i've managed to handle them with much grace. haha.
Well that's my opinion. but i guess i have to thank the respective parties involved as well.
For behavin like mature, responsible individuals.
At this point of time you're prob wondering "what the **** is she talking?"
Well i only hv one thing to say, THIS is the smile i've never shown before. =)

yesterday, i finally got down to doin it.
running. i miss running.. i do, really.
in sch we're made to run, so it isnt exactly FUN.
but when ur running on ur own free will, by the river, listenin to beautiful music, the wind blowin ever so gently....u jus wana run longer, further.. u dun feel the pressure of completin 2.4k within a certain time limit or hv to hear someone screamin at u to finish a round in 1 minute. =)
hopefully i build my stamina back to the way it was (or better) when we were trainin for our 2.4, by the time sch reopens...
n speakin of sch reopenin......im soo dreadin it..
let's nt think of such thots yeah? gg away wit my family tmr..
am truly lookin forward to the shoppin, bondin n celebratin daddy's bday (wine drinkin!)
when i return i shall worry bout sch reopenin..haha.
till then.. take care n happy holidays darlings.


I heard about your regrets,
i heard that you were feeling sorry...
Well i guess i should have heard of them from you.

Ignoring the phone,
I'ld rather say nothing,
I'ld rather you'd never heard my voice,
You're calling too late, too late to be gracious,
And you do not warrant long good-byes.
You're calling too late.

I want a lover i dont have to love,
I want a boy who is so drunk that he doesnt talk,
It was the kid with the chemicals?
I have got a hunger and i can't seem to get full.

I need some meaning i can memorise,
The kind i have always seems to slip my mind,
But you, you..
write such pretty words.
But life is no storybook.

Heh.

Fall fades how it ages when you're away,
Spring blooms and you find the love that's true,
But you don't know what now to do,
'Cos the chase is all you know,
And she stopped running months ago.

And all you see is where else you could be when you're at home,
Out on the street are so many possibilities,
To not be alone.

ok..so i was sittin infront of the tv watchin 'the BIGGEST loser' when I suddenly felt like the biggest loser. y? 'cos BOTH my brothers r out, leavin me with my parents, who apparently have LOADS of plans for the weekend (with one another, tht is) and im living opposite Zouk, sittin infront of the TV, gettin amused by the amt of weight ppl can lose, contemplatin on whether i shld walk up to the fridge and take a piece of heavenly chocolate, wonderin wht program's next on TV, askin my mom qns only to b replied with a detailed plan of tmr's "activities", predicting the number of gold medals s'pore's gona achieve in the nxt games..n startin the whole cycle of qns again.haha. i love my friday nights.
oh, anyway it feels really great to have my bro back. the family's complete now. n u noe when i feel really comforted? when i walk out of my room early in the mornin to find 3 other room doors closed.. (if u dun get wht i mean, ask me personally n i'll explain to you y..) .. (if ur wonderin wht im doin up so early lookin at room doors...hmm.. beats me....)..

Violence is spread worldwide
and there are families on the street,
And we sell drugs to children now
oh why can't we just see,
That all we do is eliminate our future
with the things we do today,
Money is our incentive now so that makes it okay.
But I believe that love is the answer,
I believe that love will find the way =)