you noe wht im craving for? not sushi.. or peanut butter MnMs (dont crave for 'em anymore, anyway)...but a game of BADMINTON.. this is baaad..really bad.. she's got me addicted, he's got me addicted, THEY'VE got me addicted.. hmmm..im craving for the crispy MnMs (or whtever they call it)..
i 've realised sth.. ppl (me included) put off studyin cos they dont think of the aftermath.. they live for the moment..
i got reminded of wht sandra said durin GP.. "whts the use of workin so hard? ur still gona die in the end".. cos Ms.teh was talkin bout hw ppl work frm 7am till 2am daily n earn bout 15K per month.. my class' stand: NO life.
but deep inside, i felt (feel) so much admiration for these ppl..
i've always dreamt (still dreaming) of living a life of the typical career woman, workin for some huge company (tht specialises in speech therapy..hehe) comin home to my beautifully decorated apartment, havin everything frm the latest fashion to car.. i noe it sounds totally materialistic.. but its a good driving force.. hmm funnily, i dont c a man in tht dream.. haha..actually it wld b so much more fun hvin my frens come over for dinner or meetin up wit em durin the weekends and jus chillin out..like wht sha, pri n i toked bout at fort canning...
but of course, b4 achievin all tht, i will make sure my parents r livin the most comfy life they can ever imagine..cos truly, they're the ones who deserve it the most... so apartment, u gotta wait..... with all these in mind, i guess its time to get back to studyin.. its coming!! its coming!! promos....
craving for sushi now...darn.....

'Optimistic hypocrite that didn't have the nerve to quit,
The things that kept him wanted more,
'Til he finally reached the core,
He fell across the fall line,
Ain't there nothing sacred anymore?'

Much to say.. cos there's much i've learnt in the past week (or two)..
1) everyone is different
2) you can NEVER please everyone
3) frenships can b as fragile as a piece of kit kat OR as deep as..... sth really deep
4) puttin urself in the shoes of others is never easy..but always possible ..
5) sometimes... ignorance IS bliss..
6) trust is sth that takes a looong time to build, but jus seconds to lose..
7) talk - it solves numerous things
8) never run away frm the truth
9) drink loads of water
10) the dream guy never exists..thts y he's called a dream guy...DOH..

Would you noe my name, if i saw u in heaven,

Would it be the same, if i saw u in heaven,

I must be strong, i'll carry on,

'Cos i noe, i dont belong,

Here in heaven.

HAPPY BDAY RITTY AND GRACIE!

spinning stories is an art... an art tht u hv to master...
n tht is exactly wht some have done..
some ard us, next to us, below us, opposite us..
close to us...abit too close tt they made (and still do make) us cringe..
amusin..the things they come up wit..
two words: utter stupidity.

i had soo much fun wit my beloved skinny..haha.. she jus lifted my spirits.. lunch, attempt at studyin, guessin games (she's excellent at 'em). again, she unknowingly said soo many things tt made me melt.. haha..i shall learn to love cows. n she can start learnin to appreciate kellock (or however u spell it) frosties..heh.
every mornin assembly, i stare at the message board tht keeps flashing "countdown to promos-bla bla days"..n my heart starts to race,palms get sweaty, head woozy,hyperventilating..hahah.. kiddin.. if i behaved like tht during mornin assembly ppl wld prob think im CRAZY.
but yeh, back to reality. 22 days to promos..
when its all over, i'll rip my notes apart, pour ethanol all over and place it near a naked flame.. perfecto =)

spinning stories should seriously be made illegal.