well,it is the 20th n the 20th signifies a very impt date in my family; the birth of my brother, Rukesh.
(18/17) yrs ago, he was the brother who stood by my cot when i was sleepin, the one who ran to get napkins/food when i cried, always screamed to mom to check if i was ok, built the colourful clown thingy wit me...memories. and as we grew up, he still stood by me.well i guess at the age of 5-8, stood by me was known as played wit me. he nv left me out whenever he n my eldest bro played 'guy' games.he got into LOADS of trouble jus so his little sis could b happy ( n trust me the LOADS is really LOADS). as we grew n matured, we realised we each had our own interests n there were times in his teenage yrs as well as my early teen years where we did grow apart, emotionally. but i noe tt he always kept tab on his little sis no matter how busy he was. Army n my school life brought us even more apart, but we did hv our occassional heart-heart talks n it's these talks tt made me realise the amt of love tht he has for me. we've had our share of heated arguments (esp these past few days) n it's durin those few mins of yelling tht it's so hard to keep in mind tht he loves me so much, tht's y he's tryin to talk sense into me. its been really hard for me to come to terms wit the fact tht life has chnged n will always b chnging. new ppl will enter our lives,but the love for him (n vice versa) will nv fade.we're after all family..
n no one knows me better than my family...tht's sth i've learnt from my brothers..
Love u KI..happy 21 st bday..
Sunday, March 20, 2005
Thursday, March 17, 2005
Answers to YOUR questions
"How many special people change,
How many lifes are lived enstranged,
Where were you when we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall,
Faster than a canonball,
Where were you when we were getting high?"
Yes, i do know wht it feels like to lose someone tht i've kept close to my brains, hands, legs, fingers, toes, hair and heart. But i've never blamed tht person for 'getting lost'. The fault shld nv solely lie on one person, cos it takes TWO to tango, TWO hands to clap, TWO gals to confirm tht a guy is cute (uh?!) but only ONE to tell me tht im the 'messiest' Big Mac eater. EVERYONE gets caught up doin their stuff... i believe one shld nv blame another for nt contactin him/her.. Look at it frm the other person's perspective (ALWAYS look at it frm the other person's perspective) if ur fren is always busy, let him/her call u when he/she's free, instead of msging/callin at the wrong time n pissing both the parties off..(And if ur THT busy, wht makes u think ur fren isnt?)
The times spent 2gether were precious (very precious infact). Let me put this straight "THEY DID MEAN STH TO ME" im nt feelingless and emotionless.. if u scratch the surface hard enough u'll find the most sentimental idiot staring back at you..yes, i used the word idiot.
That fren who was there for YOU, will always b there YOU. But keep this in mind, when a r/ship between two ppl fails, its cos of both parties. That my fren, is sth u hv to rmb.
It's funny how ppl associate you to beautiful creatures, it's flattering.. really. but im not one who flies away. i sit and wait. wait for the time when u really need me, n rmb me, n come back to me. cos like wht a dear dear dear fren of mine did for me, i shall do the same: n tht is to wait for you to return, wit open arms.
Updates on walkathon 2005. actually the walk was really fun. we walked wit our classes. we had two games, one was the trivia thingy where we're supposed to do 'really fun' things like count the no. of ants we see on the floor n the no. of bells on the clock tower.....
if u thot tht sounded fun, the 2nd game was the ultimate. there're like a total of 12 checkpoints frm the start to the end of the walk n ur supposed to go collect envelopes frm all the checkpts (it's Amazing Race wannabe) n i was in-charge of collectin the envelopes. bad choice of person, cos i was more distracted by other movin objects infront of me..thnks to fa, ibra and pri i managed to collect all the envelopes.
Anyway, in each of the envelope was a piece of a puzzle, n 5 ppl frm each class were supposed to put it 2gether at the end point in the shortest time possible. i was one of the five.. n u can imagine how useless i was, considerin my so very artistic talents.. i jus stood there laughin at the other four, throwin the pieces ard.. we didnt win top 3 by the way (wat a surprise! )..
It's mid-week of March hols.. hasn't exactly been much of a holiday. been out everyday,today's like the only day im home. went to Singapore Poly on monday for an external chem pract..it wasnt as bad as i expected it to b.. the lab was a little too cramped though, but wht the hell, still achieved wht i wanted to achieve an Alkylhalide! it was quite a pure one..only 0.02% away frm the normal purity %..not bad huh... went for the career plannin seminar yest n i've got my mind set on my future ambition already.. it's jus up to me to work towards it now.. NOTHING is gona get in the way of me n my ambition.NOTHING!
okie..i've spent enuff time typin this out..time to hit the books.. literally..ahahaha.. okie okie getting F-Lame... ciao..
How many lifes are lived enstranged,
Where were you when we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall,
Faster than a canonball,
Where were you when we were getting high?"
Yes, i do know wht it feels like to lose someone tht i've kept close to my brains, hands, legs, fingers, toes, hair and heart. But i've never blamed tht person for 'getting lost'. The fault shld nv solely lie on one person, cos it takes TWO to tango, TWO hands to clap, TWO gals to confirm tht a guy is cute (uh?!) but only ONE to tell me tht im the 'messiest' Big Mac eater. EVERYONE gets caught up doin their stuff... i believe one shld nv blame another for nt contactin him/her.. Look at it frm the other person's perspective (ALWAYS look at it frm the other person's perspective) if ur fren is always busy, let him/her call u when he/she's free, instead of msging/callin at the wrong time n pissing both the parties off..(And if ur THT busy, wht makes u think ur fren isnt?)
The times spent 2gether were precious (very precious infact). Let me put this straight "THEY DID MEAN STH TO ME" im nt feelingless and emotionless.. if u scratch the surface hard enough u'll find the most sentimental idiot staring back at you..yes, i used the word idiot.
That fren who was there for YOU, will always b there YOU. But keep this in mind, when a r/ship between two ppl fails, its cos of both parties. That my fren, is sth u hv to rmb.
It's funny how ppl associate you to beautiful creatures, it's flattering.. really. but im not one who flies away. i sit and wait. wait for the time when u really need me, n rmb me, n come back to me. cos like wht a dear dear dear fren of mine did for me, i shall do the same: n tht is to wait for you to return, wit open arms.
Updates on walkathon 2005. actually the walk was really fun. we walked wit our classes. we had two games, one was the trivia thingy where we're supposed to do 'really fun' things like count the no. of ants we see on the floor n the no. of bells on the clock tower.....
if u thot tht sounded fun, the 2nd game was the ultimate. there're like a total of 12 checkpoints frm the start to the end of the walk n ur supposed to go collect envelopes frm all the checkpts (it's Amazing Race wannabe) n i was in-charge of collectin the envelopes. bad choice of person, cos i was more distracted by other movin objects infront of me..thnks to fa, ibra and pri i managed to collect all the envelopes.
Anyway, in each of the envelope was a piece of a puzzle, n 5 ppl frm each class were supposed to put it 2gether at the end point in the shortest time possible. i was one of the five.. n u can imagine how useless i was, considerin my so very artistic talents.. i jus stood there laughin at the other four, throwin the pieces ard.. we didnt win top 3 by the way (wat a surprise! )..
It's mid-week of March hols.. hasn't exactly been much of a holiday. been out everyday,today's like the only day im home. went to Singapore Poly on monday for an external chem pract..it wasnt as bad as i expected it to b.. the lab was a little too cramped though, but wht the hell, still achieved wht i wanted to achieve an Alkylhalide! it was quite a pure one..only 0.02% away frm the normal purity %..not bad huh... went for the career plannin seminar yest n i've got my mind set on my future ambition already.. it's jus up to me to work towards it now.. NOTHING is gona get in the way of me n my ambition.NOTHING!
okie..i've spent enuff time typin this out..time to hit the books.. literally..ahahaha.. okie okie getting F-Lame... ciao..
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